This has been the worst freaking day of my life. It's also been one of the most productive days too, but I'm not sure how that happened.
I grew up with the iconic phrase of "honesty is the best policy".
Well, screw that.
I think I must have a huge 'N' in the middle of my forehead. I can't see it, but everybody else can. It doesn't stand for nutcase, nimrod or nice. It stands for NAIVE. That's right, in big freaking capital letters.
I also grew up during a period of time when having a good strong work ethic was a bonus, a wonderful attribute, a sign of good character.
Well, screw that too.
Maybe I should just play the system because all the other stuff hasn't worked out so well. Yes, I made mistakes. Yes, I should have asked more questions. Yes, I should have been more shrewd, because it sure won't be fun watching it all go down the tubes.
I'm really glad I quit smoking this week. So glad that I really don't give a rat's ass if I stay a non-smoker or not. Hell, I may put one in each nostril and both my ears and light those suckers up!
I really did get a lot done today. Maybe I should be sad and pissed off at the same time more often. I'd even cry some more, but I've run out of tears.
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